i try so hard….i bottle up the pain, i bottle up the anger…i tried to bottle it up the past few days, and all it takes is 5 seconds. 5 unbelieveable seconds…. just 5 seconds in her arms to make it all go away, 5 seconds to make me feel exactly what i’ve felt all along, 5 seconds to fill my head with happiness and belief that there truly are marvelous things out in the cold, cruel world, 5 seconds for 2 people to share a moment of bliss and exquisite beauty…together. we still stare at the same moon, my dear, we always have and always will. i’m still watching.