i’m sick….i’m stressing….i woke up at like 5am something this morn sick to my stomach….wtf is up with me….i don’t like me like this i’m becoming “him” again and i don’t want to be. fuck.

the world and society seem to be becoming useless again, i don’t know what it is, but people just act so “important” no matter how ridiculous or trivial an issue may seem. the difference of one simple dollar can be a lifetime of pain and anguish, it seems. maybe i’m just tired and need a […]

An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. “A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy. “It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil — he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego. The […]

it’s finally xmas eve…the day i’ve been waiting for….it’s funny how things lose so much importance when one must work in retail and have the busiest time of year be the one holiday that is supposed to be enjoyable and such….it has become a “goal” for me instead of a momentous occasion…..like if i make […]

so i looked outside and it’s snowing again…has been for a bit by the look of the ground….*sigh* its now 5am and i have to be at work at 1pm….i guess it’s my way of knowing it is finally over. merry christmas, happy holidays, happy whatever to you all.

so i’m still tragically awake and i’ve been ripping cd’s into mp3. i have finished adding TONS of classical stuff, actually all the cd’s save one have been classical that i’m adding. i also broke the 4000 song barrier…i’m well on my way.

i just needed to get this out, i haven’t touched it since it started, which was years ago, then rewritten into this part i could remember only recently…perhaps some day i will have the delusion to finish it. —– Shards of broken glass sparkled on the floor like luminescent stars in a midnight sky. Brownish […]

so, in it’s entirety, is the LONG LOST section of my online journal!! back by popular demand, and only available in this raw cut/copy/paste format, read it while you can! *note from editor* this link contains text of a coarse, harsh nature, and is intended to be read for mere glimpsing at the capacity of […]

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http://sherm.20megsfree.com/burgerking.swf i just woke up…my eyes hurt…my mind reels…i’m still reviving consciousness…..it’s almost FUCKING over…this weekend will be hell, and then only monday and tuesday….and back to pseudo-normality…… the wretchedness of people can drive one to become as mindless as them sometimes…