Monthly Archives: July 2006

the girl…7/29

Wow, where to start.  Had a really wild dream last night…but very normal for my dreams.  I don’t think I’d remember it if I hadn’t woken up at like 5am in the middle of it, so I can only place parts of it.  The bits that I do remember…were of a girl.  A stranger.  I […]

a year further away…

happy birthday, dear shehag, you’re older and wiser, and even further away this year.  may the stars continue to shine brightly on your soul.

the most beautiful things are always the most painful…

some things are so inescapable…and maybe i’ve been pretending that they don’t bother me.  i’m a sucker for finding punishment in all that i do.  i made the mistake of finding a lot of old chat logs on my computer, and now i wonder if i should have even read them.  i feel empty, desolate, […]

another year older…

happy bday, baby briana…..

garden state

i watched Garden State again (it has natalie portman in it!) and just…wanted to cry.  the amazing beauty of meeting someone who is a total stranger, finding them to complement you so well, falling purely in love and then… would you walk away?  COULD you walk away?  i didn’t realize it the first time i […]