so there it is…as quickly as it once started, it dies just as fast.  somehow i knew it would end this way, perhaps i deluded myself to believe it wouldn’t come to fruition.  but…it did…just as all things do.  as i’ve said so many times before, i’m the lesson.  i’m never the student.  i’m always […]

i’ll never fully organize the thoughts in my head…. how much should it hurt to leave words unsaid?  how much should we regret those last actions that we never took?  how much does it even matter? my thoughts have returned to something so painful, so dangerous…and it scares me that i’ve thought of it so […]

so, the new gospel…it’s interesting, very provocative…and it places Judas as the best friend of Jesus, not his angry betrayer as the Bible mostly describes. Judas betrayed Jesus because he was asked and requested to do so, to fulfill Jesus’ time on earth, not because he wanted money. thoughts? — Amalia Wilson Smith I just […]

sometimes i just hate nighttime…because it leads to daytime…and i can’t sleep…and i have to be at work in a short while… — The Dalai Mama You big crybaby. ; ) Reply5 years ago Mary You have just described the thoughts that go through my mind every night. Being a night owl, I never could […]

wtf…i went to sleep at like, 530am at least…and woke up at 830am….this literally sucks.  of course i had the taste of alcohol wanting to leave my throat…so maybe i woke up before i decided to get sick…so i fixed that problem.  gah, that’s not how i’d want to start today…staring into the god of […]

wtf…i went to sleep at like, 530am at least…and woke up at 830am….this literally sucks. of course i had the taste of alcohol wanting to leave my throat…so maybe i woke up before i decided to get sick…so i fixed that problem. gah, that’s not how i’d want to start today…staring into the god of […]

i have a feeling i’m not going to sleep much at all this week…*sigh* someone keep me entertained…keep me sane… — Rebecca Kerr this week?? you hardly ever sleep…what makes this week any different? Reply(1)5 years ago Daniel Self because i’m finally off on vacation, which means i have no obligation to sleep or wake […]

i’m going to say things…i’m going to do things…i’m going to be things…that you don’t like… i’ll say things that will hurt you, i’ll say things that will make you laugh…i’ll say things that will do nothing at all… my hands typed what i wanted to say, though my lips would never utter those things […]

i’m going to say things…i’m going to do things…i’m going to be things…that you don’t like… i’ll say things that will hurt you, i’ll say things that will make you laugh…i’ll say things that will do nothing at all… my hands typed what i wanted to say, though my lips would never utter those things […]