and here we are. i want unabashed truth…and i can’t make my fingers type the words. i’ve slipped further from people lately than i ever have in my life…but does it feel good? i’ve had less stress. i’ve had fun not worrying about people. i’ve had fun being free from my emotions. but to what […]

time to realize what i’ve done…and to realize that i am EXACTLY like every person that complains to me about being mistreated. i tell them to do something about it and stop being an option…and what do i do? that’s right. i do nothing. i allow it to happen to me…over and over…and over…and over. […]

well, i did finally hear the truth about a situation in the past…actually, right around a year ago…and now i can admit my assumption was wrong. i must say though, that even though someone is a perpetual liar…hearing one story that the person told the truth about…doesn’t change the nature of a character. and…at least […]

a random click took me to this post for some reason, so here it is…a visit to the past. — so what the hell is attraction? is it the yearning to be close to someone? is it the yearning to fuck someone? is it the yearning to elicit an emotion? …..or could it be something […]