Monthly Archives: March 2015

Sigh.

She’s pretty and I like her.

I just noticed the 314.

Apparently its even Ultimate Pi Day.  31415.

No surfin colorado.

I’ve forgotten what it’s like to dream.  All lines have been so badly blurred by chemical reactions that nothing ever felt real anymore, especially not dreams. Within those blurred lines I had glimpses of “me” still somewhere waiting, and I’ve had no way to…remember. The catalyst was simply changing chemicals. Now, I remember everything, and […]

Happy?

I don’t really remember how to be happy anymore.  Is that weird?  Is anyone really happy? Two things control my life and ruin relationships…recent surgery has hopefully fixed one, and hopefully I can determine that my thyroid causes the other, being all the depression, disinterest, detachment, and drain.  Fatigue cannot explain how difficult my life […]