more old journal

6/28ish/99 “…we sat on a bench and i tried to soak in the beauty and nature and began shaking…i almost felt euphoric. i wiped tears from her eyes and she wanted to leave. we did, and then she started freaking out. she yelled and was rude, but for some reason i took it with no reaction….she later apologized….the only semi-reason she could give for her actions was it was a response to feelings. mine or hers? good or bad? who knows. i forget the context of the question, but it was something to do with energies and entities and feelings, but she asked me, “how long have you been down here?” and when i questioned her meaning, she didn’t explain herself. i can ony guess it was a reference to being not quite human…maybe she feels a connection she was hoping she wouldn’t feel. she also mentioned certain “parts” of us shouldn’t be allowed to play together anymore…

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