some kid fell and probly broke his leg on a skateboard monday, awesome. ok, i guess i don’t have anything to say.

i had the single most beautiful experience one could possibly have in a dream last night, the most exquisite, the most heartfelt, the most loving thing…….i woke up with my heart pounding, my soul yearning, my mind desiring…. i could only wish that someone would have the exact same dream as me….most all of our […]

my cards based on my birthday…this is my main card. King of Clubs: The Master of Knowledge & Distinctions Sitting atop the suit of knowledge, the King of Clubs has everything needed to be an authority in any area they choose. These people have a direct line to knowledge accumulated from many past lives. Rarely […]

so i saw an old friend yesterday….a girl from my past came in, a girl i really didn’t know, someone i had said a whole of less than 20 words to in my life, i’m sure. i was helping some guy with a cd player, and this girl walks up standing unusually close to me, […]

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perhaps people aren’t as special as i once imagined….i’m not going to become one of the beautiful people. and…to all the women i have met in my life over the past several years, i just want to say thank you for the kind words you always give…the words that i am such a great person….with […]

so, i’m crying. i hate this, i hate the thick feeling in my throat, i hate my eyes drying out, the tears sliding down my face, i hate everything about it, i’m better than this, and that makes me arrogant. i’m going to disappear for a while, i’m off to exist in my own world […]

well, i hate to even admit it, i dreamt of her last night. i dreamt of someone i shouldn’t be dreaming of, and i enjoyed it…i miss those arms, those hands, that heartbeat…wtf is wrong with me, i try so hard to hate someone and it never works…she’s going to be a constant reminder of […]

so, i confronted someone about the rumor i heard, and it was derailed. i had faith that the person truly didn’t say those things, but you never can tell. i lived with someone for 2 years and had no idea that they would leave on some simple whim….you just don’t know people. Aquarius Fri Aug. […]

enough of the rambling. silly human emotions just get in the way. no one needs the pain or sorrow, it is much easier to ignore it and exist in solitude.