i think i was able to express something to someone that i hadn’t done yet, i was able to explain the feeling i had in my chest. it wasn’t quite what i thought it was or others assumed it was, it was something much different and deeper i believe, although i still must keep it subsided. i am here to help, not that it is needed, i just have the desire to do so. i love you all, my people, my friends, my enemies. i love you.