still working on converting these damn files…i can watch them on my pc now, but they are all in japanese, so now i’m working on getting the subtitles added…….hellsing, don’t be a bitch, just start working properly! i think my healing process is nearing completion as well, i feel myself being torn away from mere attachment and youthful infatuation daily. i don’t wish to become so pretentious and alone, but it seems my heart and mind wish it that way. perhaps i’m becoming knowledgeable of the fact i need someone to return the feelings i wish to give so freely, perhaps i’m realizing that true happiness lies within my own mind and not the heart of another. thanks rich, if i may loosely quote, “i just want someone to play video games with me and hang out.” such a response from that simple statement, my friend, and such insult at the same time. i’ve only wished for the same thing and i guess no one ever noticed. i must say it kinda hurts. i always enjoyed time with someone playing games more than most, also, i’ve not had someone do that with me before. keep watching, rich, it will happen.