my eyes hurt…my head is sore….i’ve been sleeping all day…..i know i was doing something important last night in my sleep, i woke up way too late to not have been doing something, and i was too tired when i awoke…like i hadn’t even been asleep at all. i just hope that i was doing my duty and helping watch over someone, and i hope that these things are not happening to my friend because of my influence. i don’t feel that they are, i just want to be sure. maybe it was just their time to learn, maybe they were selected too. i’m broke….my savings is nearly depleted from covering fucking overdue bills that i had missed due to changing accounts over…which was why i didn’t want to do it in the first place…*sigh* oh well. its just money, i give a shit about materialism. i’m happy, i have my friends, i have my pleasures, i have my pains. money is not going to dictate or rule any of my life….