so, i set up a personal singles ad on a popular website….of course i haven’t gotten any replies, save one. the one i got was from an extremely hot chick, someone i’d consider way out of my league, but she sounds like she really wants to meet me. now, a few things come to mind, […]

this was from a friend of a friend, i liked it. As if it were a river life flows by unknowing to the human eye. You can set your pace to that of running a race. Or maybe just take it slow going along with the flow. But one way or the other you’ll grow […]

still working on converting these damn files…i can watch them on my pc now, but they are all in japanese, so now i’m working on getting the subtitles added…….hellsing, don’t be a bitch, just start working properly! i think my healing process is nearing completion as well, i feel myself being torn away from mere […]

i got all kinds of shit today, my dragon head bobber came in, the vash gun keychain i owed someone came in…and i got my hellsing special japanese collecter set with all the episodes and the 2 models of the guns! yay!!!! of course htey are all region 3, so i’m trying my damndest to […]

check out the photo journal, new photos of my haircut and new piercings are on… http://photos.yahoo.com/flitzanuthevile kthx.

i don’t want you anymore.

Aquarius Horoscope Wed Sep. 18, 2002 by Astrocenter.com Wear a shiny, sparkly, attention-getting shirt today in order to spice up your life and the attitude of the people around you, dear Aquarius. You are apt to attract a great many admirers on this day, so be aware of the heads turning in order to get […]

gawd i should stop trying to be nice all the time. i give and give and give….i feel like i’m back to where i was, so perhaps it has been a learning and cathartic experience, i realize where i stand with most women i meet. makes me feel like some people aren’t what you think […]

i got my stretching taper needles in the mail today….i’m going to stretch some piercings now. bigger is better, they say, perhaps it will help. yea, bad joke. i’m cutting my focking hair off too, i’m sick of me, i’m sick of the look, i’m sick of whatever. don’t ask why i try or why […]

i had a WONDERFUL fucking night tonight, i couldn’t even explain it if i tried. things just felt so….i dunno, perfect. kinda makes me ecstatic and depressed all at once. the ecstatic outlives the depressed part though. i still find her beautiful in ever way….i don’t feel any comparison toward her, i don’t offer any […]