i had such a “movie moment” tonight…my night ended just like the storybooks always say, a charge of emotion, a feeling of attachment, a notion of true beauty. happiness has sneaked into my life again, and i never even expected it. i guess it IS like they say, it’s always when you aren’t looking for it. i’m extremely passionate about the situation i’ve found myself in, i wish i could share it with the world and scream it from the mountain tops that i am happy again, that i am free from the bonds of pain and self-loathing, that i can smile at the thought of someone without having to fake it. such momentum and such energy in the air, please don’t fade from me now….. and to the ones i have now unintentionally hurt…i deeply apologize, you are all in my heart, there is room in there for all of you. i am here for all of you, at any given moment, you have but to ask, and i will understand as much as the new person in my life. time is valuable to retain friendships, it is well understood. hugs to you all!