it’s the 30th…one more day until halloween! fuck halloween it’s hallowicked……… sorry, off in an icp trance. i got to see my beauty again last night, we watched smallville. i hung up some xmas lights on my walls too, now i’m all festive and decorated….i just gotta finish decorating my room now. i wish i had gotten flashing lights instead of the regular ones, but hey, i can’t be picky, they were like 10c when i got em. i have to get rid of this poor lizard….he just isn’t thriving and i don’t have the time to take really good care of it 🙁 he just seems to be gettin worse. that and he is blocking my fireplace….can’t be cozy without a fire this weekend…and omg….this should prove to be the best weekend EVER….the greatest girl i could find and a lot of time off work…*sigh* this is the way things are meant to happen….no clumsiness, no hesitation, no thinking about “i shouldn’t be doing this” or any of that bullshit…..things have been so pure and so comfortable…she fits in my arms so beautifully and tightly…..we dozed off all pretzeled (how the hell do you spell that?) together, it was just so blissful, i’ve never felt more comfortable in my life, i just felt like everything was perfect and life was now moving forward the way it should be. it’s hard to believe that i’ve missed out on so many happy moments until now, and that i have finally found exactly what i was searching for….the angel. how surprising i used the words “aquarius seeks angel” in my ad, and she stumbled across it….thank you fate, for letting our paths cross at a time when they should. fire it up! fire it up! fire it up!