the pain is becoming nonexistent. the cold is becoming friendly again, i am starting to remember. so many events recently have been so reminiscent of things that have already happened to me in the past….i should have seen the signs and been more aware. words are so powerful these days, especially when spoken on a computer chat screen from across the world. thank you, crystal, for making me remember that feelings can so quickly change after a few choice conversations on a computer screen with someone in another state. i’m far too valuable to waste this much time on a human.