ok, its like 8 am, i’ve been up for like 30 minutes already….i feel refreshed but i know i’m damn tired….blah. i hate it when this happens. so my tongue is swollen now, it’s a bit sore, moreso than yesterday, but bearable. i’m HUNGRY so hopeflly i can eat something real instead of stupid liquid […]

the pain is becoming nonexistent. the cold is becoming friendly again, i am starting to remember. so many events recently have been so reminiscent of things that have already happened to me in the past….i should have seen the signs and been more aware. words are so powerful these days, especially when spoken on a […]

i’ve talked more and more with teh mystery girl from the other store, she sounds terribly cute and sounds like a lot of fun. i’m getting excited to meet her, which i guess i will be sometime this week. supposedly she is pretty interested in meeting me too, although i hear she has a boyfriend. […]

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sorry, i’m not home right now, if you leave a message, maybe i’ll call you back when i have the time. until then i’m probably preoccupied with other things right now, things that give meaning to my existence, things that give happiness to my life, things that give rise to my self-esteem. i’m out growing […]

i must say, something that has bothered me for a few days now and i’d like to at least get it the hell out of my system…… i must admit, even with all the hatred that exists, i am going to regret not being able to go see Gwar with crystal. it was definitely the […]

anger, pain, hurt, love, hate, distaste, disgust, mistrust, misplaced, forgotten, unknown, disrespectful, disenchantment, indescribable, unforgiven.

It may seem as if everyone is picking on you because you are not being realistic enough with your goals, dear Aquarius. If everyone had always listened to this advice, we’d all still be living like cavemen. Even though this may not necessarily be the best time to find the route to the stars, or […]

so i change my tune, i reconfigure my personality. and what happens? seemingly nothing. all the things i try to avoid still come up, why do i continue to try so fucking hard with everything? i don’t know why it isn’t in my nature to fucking let go and give up…coldness and apathy are so […]