Monthly Archives: April 2003

uh oh

The Dante’s Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell! Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Low Level 1 – Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low Level 2 (Lustful) High Level 3 (Gluttonous) High Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate Level 5 (Wrathful and […]

hurt, hurt, hurt

life is pain. it’s what we live to experience. no one speaks of happiness and gratitude, it’s always about pain and suffering. look at my scar….look where i hurt myself…look at the injuries i’ve sustained….SYMPATHIZE with my broken heart….. never do we hear things about joyous love and exquisite beauty….the rapture of an orgasm…..the moment […]

staring at the sea……

will she come? everything always comes full circle….and sometimes we are left out of the circle. am i shutting off TOO much? i’m better than this. i don’t always pay attention to the signals i send, i don’t always pay attention to the things i allow to happen. i’m always a glutton for punishment, but […]

please.

Don’t Damn Me Don’t damn me When I speak a piece of my mind ‘Cause silence isn’t golden When I’m holding it inside ‘Cause I’ve been where I have been An I’ve seen what I have seen I put the pen to the paper ‘Cause it’s all a part of me Be it a song […]

staring at the sun……

i’m sure things were for the best. i’m just glad that it stopped before it ever started…i still have it in my heart to be cold….and i also found the part of me that cares. and sometimes it cares too much.

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all of the sudden i found myself in love with the world….so there was only one thing i could do….ding a ling dang my dang a long ling long.

nice…

a quote by Violettak : “Life goes forward, but I tend to fuck things up by thinking the past can be relived. It can’t. You just accept the pain, move on, and cling to the things that make you happy and encourage you to be beautiful.” so true.

emo

i’ve still not determined the longevity of my reaction i had, and i’m still not sure what it all meant. all i know is that i felt SOMETHING. and of course the obvious has happened, the exact thing i knew, my phone calls have stopped. i feel so used sometimes, not only because of this […]

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You are an.. OUTCAST! Nobody hates you, you justhate them. Or vice versa. You really don’t likebeing around people, being by yourself is muchbetter company. You are not accepted by thenorm and are deemed “weird” or“freaky”. You appreciate things thatothers don’t, and you dwell in yourindifference. The Subculture Label Quiz brought to you by Quizilla