i felt a vibe. i don’t think i like it.
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i spent all damn day cleaning my place up and STILL have so much to do. at least it’s a start. i ponder loneliness during the days, and then i realize how alive i am when i’m alone, and think that it’s probably the best for me to be solitary. where’s my bitches? i should […]
the song that describes it all between the she-hag and i, with nothing but love of course 😉 Surf Colorado ———————- I saw you there Your long brown hair Falling on your face the way it used to fall on mine At one time A long time ago I still remember everything you said to […]
so, something happened. i didn’t think i was going to feel anything, but it seems my energy receptacles decided that i should. i do NOT want the reaction that i got, i do NOT want to have the feeling i had. why in the fuck would i want to be jealous of ANYthing right now. […]
i saw a heavenly moment of beauty tonight…things were just….different. perhaps my healing will be over soon.
LOVE. the other white meat. if i love you, do we get to have sex? if i fuck you do i get to hate you? and let’s not talk about pain….and just how much i’ll cause you.
You Should Give Your Ex Syphilis! You dislike your ex, but you don’t hate him. As soon as you get revenge, you’ll be happy and forget all about this guy. Give him Syphilis and he’ll get sores that look like holes with raised edges on his penis. The sores are painless and disappear after a […]
i was finally able to cry…something i hadn’t done in a while. i was reminded of something a friend offered and now i’m never going to have that opportunity, something that made me smile and weep all at once. i need to feel something again, i’m glad i was able to feel it. i miss […]