you would think that after hearing “no” so many times it would be easier and easier to deal with. they always say “the worst they could do is say no.” well, sometimes i think it hurts more to hear the word “no” than to never know at all. so perhaps i don’t want to know this one. maybe i’m not ready to hear it yet again. i read tarot cards again tonight…so freakin exhausted from that shit….and sometimes the answers just don’t seem right i guess…but then again they only ring true for the seeker. watch your feelings, mind your emotions well and don’t falter this time. not this time. no reason to keep making the same mistakes.