you know, the thing i shouldn’t be thinking about…i’ve kept thinking about. something stuck out about it, i’m not sure what…and i can see the impact and influence that the entire thing has had on both parties. i’ve gotten that weird energy pull on my neck chakra, not low enough for the sternum, it’s like the back of your throat. when i think about it it’s almost like butterflies in your neck instead of your stomach. i’m still looking for the answers, and perhaps i shouldn’t. it wasn’t something to be questioned, and it is so hard for me to not want to question something for all that it may be worth. one simple damned human action.