i was told of a convo some friends had, they were discussing someone being a chick magnet, and then to the subject of how i was one also. i don’t consider myself a chick magnet in the true sense, but i do attract alot of women. then it turned to how my “last girlfriend” was way out of my league…they were speaking of the girl from toys r us, none other than the she-hag crystal. hehe….he was saying how she was WAY too hot to be with me, and i was in a game i shouldn’t have been 😉 i guess i could take that in a few bad ways, and also in an equal amount of good ways. that and i suppose crystal should take that as a compliment as well for being damn hot when we were together. in other news, i saw the Cowboy Bebop movie and it is much rox0r. go see it if you can, and it will be out on dvd soon. ok ok, so i haven’t been dwelling on anything, i just had a reminiscent memory the other day. there was a time crystal went out of town to tx, and i was thinking about the airport and danielle coming back to visit (yay) and i had the memory of crystal arriving at the airport and how excited i was, i saw her walk off the plane and just waited and waited to hug her and hold her again after those 10 long days…how fresh and beautiful things seemed. just a “sigh” of love and emotion that i could actually remember. and also more support for my belief that people miss and have regret for “situations” and not people. i remember the event, and i miss THAT singular happening, and it does not relate into me missing her as the person. remember that folks, past is the past, ex’s are ex’s for a reason. we miss events and situations, not always the people involved.