so i got the new twiztid album yesterday, “the green book.” haven’t listened to much of it yet, but from what i heard it was pretty damn good. that and they have a couple pics of themselves sans makeup, so you get to see how (ab)normal they actually look. i picked up “say anything” on dvd per request of a friend, and i think it’s a movie that every guy that ever wants to have a meaningful relationship needs to watch. cusack plays the perfect “great guy” in it, even down to getting shit on like all the nice guys usually do. i’ve also found my heart growing weary in this emotional chase of heartfelt love, at every encounter i find it seems there comes an impassable barrier. be it the girl is already married, only dates pricks, isn’t interested, moves away….who knows. that and i usually watch for the ones that are the most impossible to get anyway. and oh man i saw the HOTTEST girl i’ve seen in a LONG fucking time at best buy, i mean, i just don’t see women this hot in tulsa, especially at best buy ALONE. sweet fucking bejeezus i’d just want to sit and stare at her and watch her smile….cuz you know women like that can never be a wonderful girlfriend, cuz there’s always that cock that wants to chase them and they usually think the grass is always greener with some dickface fratboy or yuppie rather than a meaningful, nice guy. bitter? not really, we end up with what we choose to end up with. and i’m getting the better deal by not having to deal with the strife.