so i had a dream that i grabbed her and kissed her…i know in my mind already that it’s a taboo thing that i shouldn’t do, but in the dream everything felt so right, like it was just waiting to happen…and that both of us had waited for it for so long…jeezus i hate feeling so much in love within a dream…like everything is SOOOO “meant to be” it is scary…i guess i hate it because for this situation i can’t see it happening in real life, and also that those things always turn into a letdown if they really happen…our dreams are always so much more powerful than our waking lives. either way, i think i’m falling in too deep into something and i don’t need to allow myself to be falling into this…sometimes i wish i could close my eyes to true beauty and inner light….