who knows…so many weird things going thru my head when i sleep.

last night was terribly lucid, so much that i could almost mistake it for an OBE, but then again maybe it was. i felt fairly conscious of my body being in bed and breathing, and at the same i was conscious of my dream state and all that was going on. i vaguely remember it starting with a dentist office, i was in for a cleaning or something, but it was like a dark cemented office, like in a parking garage. it was around then i gained awareness of my body and the mental split…i remember asking if they had a nitrous gas leak because i thought i was high from that. somehow i got myself out of there and tried floating through the walls and going elsewhere. it was a bit blurred from there, i don’t remember accomplishing much, but i think i learned a valuable lesson and technique…i was having issues with speed, and i think i have figured out the problem. it’s hard to focus mentally on just “going faster” and i solved it by finding an object and “willing” myself toward it, more like needing to get to it SOONER and by doing so i moved faster. perhaps the issue with breaking the feeling of your sluggish body and trying to move faster in a dream is based on your direct goal. i’ll have to experiment with this some more soon to see if i can sustain faster speeds throughout other experiences. i definitely was flying faster than i’d ever moved in a dream state before, so it must have some relevance. i also remember being in MY house, and thinking something was going on outside, i remember looking out the window and things were all screwy, like cars were in the wrong places and such. i was doing quite well with floating through walls and objects and such, too. the only major constants i was having were the floors and ceilings, those always tend to remain stable and it’s harder to convince myself i can go through them.

perhaps more will come to me, i waited too long since i woke up to commit this to words though, and i’m probably not going to remember much else.