i will be the other person if thats what you need….never would i sacrifice myself for anyone or anythign…but if it means having you to call my own and to hold when pain is apparent…then i would choose to do so at the cost of my own free will and desires…. be mine…for fear that i might push you so far away as i have done all the others who have touched my soul when i never wanted them near… i dont want to be in love anymore, if this is what it feels like then i wish i could remain as cold and black as i pretend to be…. touch my heart and you will know that the feelings in your own heart are true, just close your eyes and stop trying to picture me as something else…you know i can make you happy, y ou just have to believe and you have to step outside of your set perspetives to bvelieeve that my heart is true… i’ve seen it in y our eyes, you hesitate becauseyou know somethig in me is telling you the truth and you are too pained and disgusted to believe me because i dont look like what society wants you to love… but it is there…you feel something, i only wish you would follow your inner sight and your heart and close your eyes to what you thnk is so wrong about me…..
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