i’ve thought about you almost all day, just simple things, wondering what you were doing, missing your voice, picturing you smile…i guess its the small details that intrigue and fascinate me… if i dwell in the thoughts long enough, i can get the same feeling i have when i’m in your strong presence…the welling of emotion in my neck, like, the feeling you get being super sad and wanting to cry…only the opposite….if that makes sense. i wish i could have seen you last night, as much as you wish you could have seen me. i’ve trampled on my friends feelings though, i have to have some reluctance to spend every possible minute for you, i know you meant no harm…you were worth every minute. i know you’re scared, your unsure…you just don’t know…i won’t ask you to listen to your heart, i won’t ask you to ignore your thoughts…i can’t pressure you for time, i found you when i shouldn’t have, and i’m willing to take that responsibility…and with that means that i’ll be waiting. you’re not asking me to wait, i know…and i won’t wait forever. something will come to pass and your answers will be revealed, as will mine, and until then, you will be just outside the grasp of my fingertips…and i will remain slightly outside of your reach as well. i look forward to our next time together…the feel of your soft skin under my fingertips…running my fingers through your silky hair…watching you smile at me and look back at me with your beautiful eyes…i’ll watch you shine….i’ll watch your belief as it starts to slowly grow… i am real, just close your eyes and touch my hands. your eyes have me under your power…