i had so much fun talking to crush last night….maybe she was tired and being goofy or something, but we just laughed and giggled at each other…and played…it really makes me respect what we have, i love to have someone that i can feel close to and feel intimately attached to and also have them feel like they are my best friend…it’s a great feeling. that’s what i’ve really wanted from a relationship…someone that i can grow to be great friends with and then just have those feelings grow into something more special…which i still can’t say that that’s what is happening, but i can be wishful. things are still too recent and i don’t want a rash decision being made. i want it to happen the way it should, not because i’m the only thing available. i’m also really glad i get to spend as much time with her as i do, it’s funny…we always say things like we aren’t going to go to lunch as often or talk as often or hang out as often…but somehow we always end up together. she’s beautiful…she’s wonderful…she’s the true kind of soul that i’ve wanted for so long….