i suppose i’ve gained a bit more self-control with my words, somehow it “means” more this time…i worry that i’ll say the wrong thing and just end up hearing all the negative issues concerning our “relationship” as it were…i’ll say something too nice or too intimate and then i’m reminded how i’m still so far […]

we started a new year…and now my birth hour approaches. the events… i went to brian and jen’s party for a bit, crush went with, we had a lot of fun and should have stayed there. after that we went and picked up J and went downtown…which was mostly a mistake…it was crowded, but not […]

the time is upon us…time to start 2005. so many things are going to happen this year…our next civil war, my 10 year reunion, maybe i’ll finally grow my first pubes…