gwar was fucking awesome thursday night, i had such a blast. i’ll have pics soon, though the shirt i wore had some nylon in it or something so it didn’t stain the way i wanted, it just turned a pinkish hue. oh well, i still have my memories. my friends had a great time, it’s such a fucking rush and a new experience for anyone to see. in other news…i’ve made a lot of decisions and given thought to a lot about the current situation i’m in…and i’ve been played as a patsy, i’ve been played as the fool. the parties involved have had a major lack of respect for me and my friendship and especially my feelings and requests, so that’s it. i’m done. i’m tired of giving, only to have everything intentionally thrown in my face. find someone new to fucking bond over, i’m done giving a shit about anything you do. i’m severing cleanly. you cried once about losing my friendship, now you just mock me about keeping it. neither of you are worth my time.