i don’t have the energy to write about what’s on my mind right now…maybe later or maybe tomorrow. all of it is finally coming together though, and we’ll just have to see where it leads. i have a few more things to document and i have some things to make comparison to, and after that i should have the meaning that i want from the situation and possibly i can find the clarity i’m seeking. regardless…i can only feel that i’ll be the one winning.