something give me fucking peace and serenity…which is the way to go right now, should i fight it and dissolve her memory from my fucking mind or should i appease my senses and allow myself to see her again, hear her voice, look at her eyes and beauty…long for the touch of her hands… so many things that hurt right now… i keep looking at the sky and i know that you are shining for me…do it again, just once…