Monthly Archives: February 2005

dissertation revisited

http://www.livejournal.com/users/flitzanu/2002/09/27/

hmmm

Daily Overview for February 11, 2005 Provided by Astrology.com Daily Extended Forecast Quickie: What you would have done is irrelevant. Your job now is to fix this. Overview: You won’t believe the things you’ll be saying for the next couple of days — not that you’ve ever really been shy to start with. But with […]

so now…

now try and understand me, you have my past that i hid from the world, you have the words i wrote about so many other things, now make your fucking judgement. i was always right from the beginning.

and now, the beautiful words for YOU, dear crush, for finality.

The Shine — Sweet sweet bliss…things have now taken such a rapid turn for the better…she has noticed me. I’m writing this for me and you, so I guess there is no reason to not refer to you as “you” instead of “she.” There will be no vague references here, this can be direct truth…no […]

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my poor lost soul, where are you….everytime i think i’ve found you, it turns out you just aren’t who i thought you were…i guess you’ll find your way back to me soon enough. don’t close your eyes and disbelieve what is truly in front of you.

aug 3rd 2002

9:35 pm abandon all ye hope… so, it seems i’ve put a bit more faith into my feelings and thoughts than i should have ever allowed, my life and my presence is not as important and fixated in the eyes of another…..i feel way too much and think way too much……my feelings aren’t to be […]

Saturday, July 27th, 2002

i’ve been a drama queen, i’m pompous, i’m arrogant, i’m self-righteous, i’m narcissistic, i’m shallow, i’m deprived, i’m egotistical, i’m delusional, i’m divergent, i’m curious, i’m bland, i’m contradictory, i’m selfish, i’m indignant, i’m overbearing, i’m nervous, i’m insecure, i’m unique, i’m aquarius. what does it feel like to be in love? i thought i […]

and it continued

Saturday, July 13th, 2002 4:00 pm and why? why do i have this sentiment…why do i feel so depressed…i’ve been losing friends left and right, i’ve been losing touch with feeling, i’ve allowed myself to hurt, i’ve allowed myself to be upset….i’ve done so well the past few months, and now i’m having that resurgence […]

the event…july 13th 2002

4:47 am life changing? so, an event took place today…my store was robbed at gun point. luckily no one was hurt in any way, although probably emotionally scarred. i fortunately was not in direct contact with the situation, but i caught the aftermath. it kind of makes ya think, ya know? i walked in to […]

the first piercing…..and the yelling of the she-hag father

Saturday, June 22nd, 2002 1:37 pm pure fuckery and enjoyment…the erroneous mix …such an amazing amount of fuckery yesterday. i receive a hot check from she-hag and was asked to wait another 2 weeks to cash it, so i wait the period and try to cash it on the date requested….and lo and behold, the […]