ok, one thing i don’t like is the bullshit posturing that people do, i’ve seen it so many times before…as an example from 2002 from the she-hag: “I don’t think you know how uncomfortable you make me feel. Especially the other night at Danya’s. I didn’t know what the hell you were doing there on the ground that night. You were making me so nervous. Reguardless of how your nature is normally, people can switch so quick when they are upset. You freak me out so bad sometimes. And crazy enough as it sounds, it was dark and I couldn’t see, and all i kept thinking was, what the hell does he have in his hands. I just wanted to get out of there so bad, I remember.” yeah, sounds bad…of course it leaves me thinking WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO? i didn’t do anything. as i’ve explained then, and i’ll do it again now, i simply knelt down by her car instead of standing and leaning into her window. it was meant to be a passive gesture instead of an overbearing one. she wanted me to sound terrible and weird. i say this because….. she admitted it. it was all bullshit. she never felt uncomfortable or threatened, and she knew what i had in my hands. she just wanted to leave, it was nothing to do with being nervous. simple…bullshit posturing. she knew who i was and what i was and WASN’T capable of doing. i just don’t hide behind an act. there are a few people out there that i wish would stop pretending that i’m doing something i’m not doing. i’m no different now than i was then.