well…it’s been a while again. i tried thursday night, but it’s too negative. there’s such a cloud over everything, it is oppressive and overbearing, i’m not really sure what to make of it, but it isn’t my place to need to understand what it is. i recognize that it’s there, and i’m sure others won’t. […]

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you’re just a copy of an imitation….. today i’m dirty…want to be pretty…tomorrow i know i’m just dirt….

this is not me, i’m not mechanical…as hollow as the O in god…

how the FUCK does it feel to be one of the beautiful people you superficial mother fuckers?

so what to say…my mind hasn’t been very forthcoming lately so i haven’t had much to say. well, i should say there are things i SHOULDN’T say…things i don’t need to make note of i suppose. this would have been so much easier under different circumstances. i want it to erase and disappear. the things […]

classic….Cinderella song…long hair rulz. I can’t tell ya baby what went wrong I can’t make you feel what you felt so long ago I’ll let it show I can’t give you back what’s been hurt Heartaches come and go and all that’s left are the words I can’t let go If we take some time […]

do research on Greek Orthodox faith.

wow ok, i just remembered parts of my dream. i was at a concert, it was a gwar show, but it was just the lead singer. he wasn’t in costume either, it was all recorded music and him singing over it. he came out in the crowd and talked and stuff, it was really weird, […]