so i realized last night when i was working out that i haven’t done anything related to the bicep muscles…i’m a tard. i remedied that…i felt like a major pussy when i couldn’t do 50 lbs. i also bumped up about 10 lbs on the gravitron, so now i’m doing 60 lbs (level 6 of 17) i think around 30-35% body weight, give or take, er, whatever. the math doesn’t come out right…well, either way, i did 60 lbs on the gravitron. i also broke down and bought World of Warcraft…i think i’m going to let myself get sucked into another online game. maybe it will be good for a while, i need the distraction. i’m happy alone, i just have to find that spot. oh and i bleached my hair again, it was getting too brown and preppy for me. i also think i’m going to get a new tattoo tonight, it’s long overdue. i don’t think many have taken notice, but throughout this whole emotionally painful ordeal, i haven’t done anything to my body…i usually shove needles in or stretch piercings…and i never did.