Monthly Archives: May 2005

mental note

…..remember Shallowtubby.

synchro yesterday

i’m forgetful in my old age… had a synchro yesterday with courtney. i saw her in the morning and we talked about lunch, i was thinking “hey i could go get food and bring it back since you only have 30 mins” but i didn’t say anything. i kept thinking about it and was gonna […]

other past dream

i forgot one from about 2 days ago too, had another “experience.” seems they’re getting more frequent again, either they found me or i’m allowing myself to have them, whichever answer seems more “sane” to you people that think i’m crazy anyway. well, i was in a different bed in the dream and came to […]

past dream

i forgot about something the other night, or late last week, i didnt write this one out. the dream was weird, don’t remember all the details now, but i was somewhere with people i didn’t know, and one of them started tattooing me, it was on my forearm and it was a pale yellow fish […]

nin–right where it belongs

see the animal in his cage that you built are you sure what side you’re on? better not look him too closely in the eye are you sure what side of the glass you are on? see the safety of the life you have built everything where it belongs feel the hollowness inside of your […]

and it keeps going…

i fucking hate hearing, seeing, and knowing my friends are upset…it really bothers me…one of them is on edge right now because of a fucking girl…i can relate oh so well to the feeling and i hate knowing that people have to suffer this. blessed be, M, i hope you stay safe and in one […]

pigface asshole

wtf, there’s a pigface concert may 13th and no one told me?? thanks to lovegoth i know about it now. you people are slipping….. thx lovey!

horocrap

You’re in the mood for love — real, romantic love — and you won’t be able to concentrate on anything else for days. No, this isn’t at all like you, and yes, your friends will be stunned. Too bad. Here’s something you were never expecting: the sneaking feeling that you may have been struck by […]

disconnect, rollins

ok, the only thing i remember from my dream last night is that henry rollins was in a helicopter outside my “work” and he shoved one of those mini kid sized fishing poles thru his septum, which was pretty impressive. then as he flew around, paula abdul was with him…they landed and signed some autographs […]

movie update

i saw Kingdom of Heaven last night…pretty good flick. the only thing is that it seemed to give a little more glory and beauty to the crusades…which i don’t agree with…seeing as how christians just went around slaughtering the rest of the world because they didn’t believe in God. killing in the name of….