i have given a lot of thought about the most common response i get about “things” and that response is “…after THIS much time has passed…” in reference to having reactions or feelings to a situation. does it really matter? it’s always easier to give advice and thoughts than to face them on our own, i know, but really…what does it matter? is there a statute of time limitation on how long i can have a feeling about someone? is it “wrong” for me to wake up one day and think of something that a person did to hurt me 15 years ago and realize that i want to say something about it? i don’t see why…again…it’s people trying to make me believe that i should close my eyes and be ignorant to someone’s indifference and insult…well, fuck off, i’m not gonna be. you know…if any of you want to think that i’m WRONG for having a reaction to something…deal with it. and you know what? when the situation comes up for you…i’m going to do and say the exact same shit that you’ve all said to me about your “time frame” of how long i’m allowed to be bothered by something. hey while we’re at it, maybe since it was so long ago that Jesus was crucified, maybe we should just get over it and stop dwelling on the past, right? it was so long ago, we aren’t allowed to have a reaction or feeling about something that happened prior to yesterday from the way everyone talks.