i am in love with Natalie Portman. i want to go to Hollywood, become famous, marry her and have her children.

i watched the Machinist last night with Christian Bale as Reznik…very cool flick. i mean, it isn’t the most original concept, but it’s rarely used. it was amazing how thin that fucker was, i keep hearing stories about how he lost SO much weight…and he really did. it is sickly. good to watch though, definitely […]

i guess i’m “a real jerk or crybaby” according to this song. superficials…go find johnny quarterback! Nada Surf — Popular Three important rules for breaking up Don’t put off breaking up when you know you want to Prolonging the situation only makes it worse Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly Don’t make a big […]

i see the signs. i always do, and maybe it’s my stupid nature to think that things aren’t as bad as what i know they are. so she-hag, the story…of your signs. things were shaky, sure…and you sat on a pc less than 2 feet away from me and chatted with your replacement. i watched […]

i have given a lot of thought about the most common response i get about “things” and that response is “…after THIS much time has passed…” in reference to having reactions or feelings to a situation. does it really matter? it’s always easier to give advice and thoughts than to face them on our own, […]

staring at the sea will she come? is there hope for me after all is said and done anything at any price all of this for you all the spoils of a wasted life all of this for you all the world has closed her eyes tired faith all worn and thin for all we […]

just thought…when shallowtubby almost ran me over earlier she said “sorry” ….it just now made me laugh because of how ironic it is for that word to leave her lips.

so i went to the machu picchu exhibit…and it’s outstanding. not as all-encompassing as i’d hoped for, but good, nonetheless. unsurprisingly they used corn beer quite a bit…thus drinking is great for everyone, so do more of it. wait, they didn’t survive. i couldn’t take pics inside though, so no way to let anyone sneak […]

everyone else gets their fair shot with my words. one of the D’s i knew…the one that disappears as quickly as she arrives…everytime…the one who wanted simply to feel my body…have you done the same thing? the more i look the more it seems you have…i gave you the needed emotional attention you wanted because […]

just need any of you to make sure you understand…just because i may make reference to you, doesn’t mean i give a shit about you or what you are doing right now. if you think you’re special, keep thinking on that…because it probably isn’t true. don’t think i dwell on anything…this isn’t dwelling on the […]