i feel involuntarily apathetic today…i feel i want to say the first thing that comes to mind with everyone, be it good or bad…i want to say a lot of things i know i shouldn’t…and some of them i hope i would….and will…. i want a confrontation, i want you to question me, i want you to try speaking…so i can use the words you’ll never understand… your skin is so thin, and i can still see inside you, your eyes will never protect you from me, i’ll always be able to look past…i’ll see those things that you want to hide so badly, that you hide behind batting eyelashes and arched eyebrows…show your happiness and your attitude to the world, i’ll still see the things you hide…what is it that has hurt you people so badly…why do you hide from yourself and all your potential…all of you have such great potential and ability….and you conceal it… i want to lash out, i want to hurt someone, i want to be painful with truth….i showed one of them today, let me show more. face what you already know, look for my sympathy as i give you reality…..