ok i know i had wild dreams last night and i cant remember much of them, but i do remember shallowtubby being in it, she was a total bitch like, the whole dream…i don’t even know why was talking to her really, but i was in a house that some dude lived in, and she […]

not really. but a fun word to say. i’m tired…i’m worn…i want to sleep for days and not think of anyone but myself…but it won’t happen. all my thoughts constantly turn to so many other people…and yet i wish to be so selfish and i can’t even be selfish about being selfish…it’s always about everyone […]

You’re feeling a little all over the place — head and heart and stomach all tied up in knots. Try not to get too anxious about it. You’re sorting things out in your own way. This too shall pass.

i had a dream i was on SNL with billy corgan. i kept trying to crack him up and make him smile during the skits we were doing. wtf is wrong with me…i asked for bad dreams and bad terrors and i got billy corgan? cmon, you can do better than that. i guess they’re […]

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sanctified damage so deep and true, i can be stronger, i’ll take it from you… my eyes were dried from the tears i wept, my heart turned empty, my love you kept… i never meant to find a creature like this, it wasn’t what i needed, it wasn’t real bliss… my blood still runs red, […]

you know i’ve started to grow since you’ve been away.lately it’s scarier not knowing, what’s become of youare you proud of me now? I can’t telli’m not as fearless as you. [chorus:]still i pretend that you’re still standing by, to show me wrong from right, never got a chance to say good bye. take this […]

Whether you believe in reincarnation or not is irrelevant. We’ve all had the experience of feeling like we’ve known someone forever, even though it’s only been a few months. Or weeks. Or even moments. You, of course, have learned to pay careful attention to that sort of thing, so when you cross paths now with […]

happy 4th of jooo-lie.

i felt you were my perfect drug at one time, perhaps a small part of me still craves the poisons you give…maybe some of me is in withdrawal from lack of your influence…maybe i haven’t broken my habit of taking you into my system… i got my head but my head is unraveling can’t keep […]