Underestimating yourself is silly. Be honest. You’re more than capable of this. maybe soon….maybe i’ll write something meaningful and personal…i don’t think i’ve had the desire…and i know i haven’t had the words to use. i still look around and find myself disgusted at most of you, though things are slowly just becoming ridiculously laughable. most of you don’t even realize how much i laugh at you…and how fucked you really are. that’s what happens when i observe. i’m still working on the nonchalant, ambivalent attitude…though it may not come out that way as i’m just slipping back into the cold apathy that i used to be…where i’ll only give a shit about you when absolutely necessary. is it good? bad? who’s to say. 98% want to benefit only themselves, so why should i try to be 2%? sure, you’re right…”don’t change daniel…” and you already know i won’t, if you know me at all. the shell of who i am is thick and difficult to lose or hide. i’ll remember your excitement at reading my simple words and observations…and i know you’ll still check from time to time just to make sure. the crack…yeah, it’s still me. deal with it, it will never go away, no matter how many times you try to fill it with something else.