well, i didn’t get a chance to write this because i was rushing to leave, going out of town, but tuesday night i had a dream…and it was, weird. i haven’t heard from my shehag in months now, but she showed up in my dream…only toward the very end…it was dark, i want to say i was near like, a train or something at a train station? anyway, i dont remember the details of why i was there. i saw her and like, my heart jumped, as i imagine it probably will if i ever see her again. i’ve seen a couple of people that looked sorta like her in public, and as i stare trying to tell if it is, my stomach just starts knotting up and i get all nervous, like, i dunno. but i’ve also sorta realized that if i see her, i will KNOW it’s her, i don’t think i’ll have to judge and stare trying to figure it out. anyway, the dream…i was standing there, she walked up out of nowhere, i sorta gasped and she came toward me and hugged me, kissed me passionately but briefly, stopped, looked at me, kissed me again and smiled and walked away without really saying a word…and just disappeared back in the night. very few of you people have had the power to take my breath away without ever speaking a word. and, otherwise…i just got back from kansas city, went to see dave matthews band at this huge ass amphitheater with brian, jen, and lisa. thats the largest concert area i’ve been to, aside from like, outdoor festival concerts here in town. it was a great show, those guys are all way talented. we had a good trip, uneventful really. we ate at the cheesecake factory, always a plus. about everyone kept asking jen (wearing dmb tshirt) if we were going to the concert, had she seen them, etc. i don’t remember people doing that to me if i was wearing a band shirt on the day of a show. then again i dont think i’ve worn band shirts to concerts. i guess its not an applicable comparison. anyway, i posted a couple pics on my blog that are from my cellphone, i’ll soon be posting the pics from the weirdo psycho Precious Moments Cathedral. flitzanu.blogspot.com …………..