now again i have thoughts of you…the weather drops and icy chills hit my skin…all the times we spent when the weather was cold, locked up and locked away from the world…we had each other, we kept each other smiling…we’d snuggle on the couch and watch tv or play video games…and the time we spent so long driving around trying to find gloves for me…and how someone nabbed them that night in the grocery store…gawd that was forever ago. we had fun shopping…i remember one night we were in the store and some old man asked me to get something off a top shelf for him, i was like…”i don’t work here…” and he said “i know, i’m just not tall enough to reach it!” so i helped him and he smiled…and the times i was on the phone with you as i was trying to pick out spaghetti sauce and all those other little things you needed. oh…and that time you were so sick…and i ended up going to the store to get you medicine at like 2am…*sigh* those were good times…and how you recently noted that you really don’t remember anything bad that happened…and i think you’re starting to make me forget as well…i just seem to remember the bad ending, but hardly anything bad in between…other than me being distant, being cold, watching you cry at how shut-off i could be… yes…the cold…now i remember…as the air gets colder and the wind breathes icy chills…i remember my heart being the same way and making you scatter like a sad leaf in the sky…off to find somewhere else to land… i tried chasing the leaf, but i never knew how to catch it again…