The room is dark, save the few candles that are lit around the room, flickering our shadows against the walls. The snow falls outside, as if gently nudging us to be near each other…closer…to warm our bodies with the skin of the other. The room is silent, the quiet wind only slightly shuffling the trees […]

so…yeah.  now i can’t sleep.  my head is fucking pounding, i’ve been crying, i’ve passed out with my head in the toilet, i’ve been throwing up….and now i can’t sleep. how familiar does this one sound? deja vu at it’s finest. and i’m almost out of fucking cigarettes, and i’m shivering and freezing.     […]

i can’t sleep.  images and thoughts in my head are just keeping me awake…and my apathy wants to grow so badly right now, it is such a delicate balance.  of course, i always seem to get this way around my birthday. my words and my voice are what keep me strong…and they’re stifled right now.  […]

such simple things…always seem to have the most profound effect. trivial things said…lowly actions acknowledged…minute details observed… so many things about to (hopefully) change, and it’s about time. i just hope all of them do.

After reclusive and solitary Capricorn comes Aquarius, the most outgoing and receptive of all the zodiac signs. Aquarius lies opposite Leo, the sign that seeks full realization of the ego. The Aquarian dream is to merge that ego with the very cosmos. Aquarius, the Water Bearer, pours forth into culture the waters of new life. […]

i want you in my arms…i miss you…i love you. i wish you were here with me now to make me feel whole again.

some assholes need to mind their own fucking business and shut the fuck up.

Hate me for what I am and not for what you want me to be I don’t give a damn if you don’t give a damn about me -Twiztid “Get off me”

i can’t find sleep…maybe the rift i created is keeping me from relaxing. my mind and heart isn’t comfortable with the distance i formed, but i want to fix it. i want nothing more than to repair the things i’ve done…and to keep them repaired, because you’re worth it. every damn minute. i’ve seen my […]

NIN–Home Everything Is catching up with me I awake To find i’m not at all where I Should be And it feels I’m getting to the end And it’s hard To figure out what’s real And what’s Pretend To break from what We’re tied to God knows How much i’ve tried to And I am […]