what do i say? i’ve not posted anything substantial in quite a while, i know…i’ve been sleeping instead. that and watching tv.
i’m also trying to find a used car since i have no a/c in mine, and i have shitty gas mileage.
i don’t know why, but i’m really digging the 2000 toyota celica. yes, black, because i’m OMGAWTH and so dark inside. i’ll probably only listen to manson and NIN to express my angst and teen rebellion.
yeah, inside joke…though most of you will catch the humor anyway.
what else…
i can’t sleep as usual.
i’ve been taking melatonin again, not quite regularly but a little here and there. seems to make me dream more. of course…for me…that’s never a good thing. i’ve seen a few faces i’d long forgotten, and that bothers me. it also seems to raise my perception a bit, and some of the other things have been coming around again. that or, they’ve been there, i’ve just stopped paying attention. we’ll see.
i had a horrible leg twitch last night, first time i’ve ever had that. it was seriously shaking and twitching, not that crazy “restless limb” crap or whatever that is, it was just one leg, and it was welling up from my mid thigh on my right leg. it was like, i dunno…just a wave of twitching that would increase until my whole leg was shaking almost uncontrollably. during some of those times as well was when i started noticing other things around the room. i ended up getting out of the bed and clumsily walking around the room trying to fight the leg convulsions.
who knows.
i hardly slept at all, that’s all i know. someone else couldn’t sleep, so that meant that i couldn’t sleep. one of those subliminal things i guess, when someone else is upset and fitful, it wakes me up even without them moving. spidey sense you know.
bleh.
anyway, heartburn and reflux is acting up again, so i think i’ll tame it with vodka, since thats…the logical thing to do. and time to see what cartoons are on…
adult swim FTW.
also a new goal/landmark is about to pass, so i’ll post that one in the next day or so when it happens, and no one will care but me, and that’s all that matters of course.
hmm…i sound like an asshole lately.
hugs and kisses!
ps…david bowie is cooler than you.

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~Princess of Pain~
Where the FUCK is my black eyeliner you sick-o? It was there the other day and then you came by. Bring it back you little shit, that is unless you are using it for your journal. 😉 hugs and kisses, if and when I get my shit back.
Reply4 years ago

Walela
David Bowie is cooler then everybody. I saw a movie with Bowie in it not too long ago where he was some sort of vampire maybe and he got sick and it made him rapidly age like by the hour and his girlfriend vampire had pretty much just given hope on him so he went to see Susan Serandon the doctor who’d done studies on aging. I didn’t watch the whole thing so I don’t know how it ended. Thus ends my pointless rant.
Reply4 years ago

Random
Yay Robot Chicken.
Reply4 years ago