August 14, 2006 – Monday
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smile for me……
Current mood: drunk
….smile because you’re beautiful. every time i’ve seen you you’re amazing. i love hanging out with you, i think that’s probably the longest we’ve sat one on one since i’ve known you though. and i didn’t mind the interruption, we’ll just have to finish the convo next time 🙂
sometimes i wonder what would happen had i met you at a different time, but regardless, i have you in my life now. that’s really what’s important…and i hope it is to you as well. i say that…but i know it is.
now i’m switching to third person……
i’ve never had a bad time with her, we always have fun, even though she’s been my “one hour friend.” it’s nice to spend more time with her, so much we’ve never talked about or discussed, i’ll always look forward to learning new things. so fresh, so pretty…i get lost in her eyes…such a strong heart…
i’m just glad she hasn’t left me yet…i was so worried when i heard she was leaving…and leaving everything and everyone behind…my heart really sank, though i never fully admitted it. life would go on, but i would have felt an integral part was missing…but i’d never try to hold her back from her dreams and desires, it’s not my place. be who you are, i’ll be watching you from a distance, i’ll smile when you need it, hug you when you’re down, and support you with whatever you ask…
you captured my attention the first day i met you, and it’s been hard to let you go.

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