today was my “on” day for the meds. i can definitely tell a difference too. i had a really bad headache when i woke up, not the typical kind, but the withdrawal kind. yes, i’ve done this all before, been through it all before, so i know exactly what to expect and how it all feels. yes, it sucks. the headache is a warm/hot, dull, fuzzy feeling surrounding your forehead and temples. nothing really seems to help it either. other than that, just been feeling lethargic, probably moreso than usual, and a tad moody. not suicidal moody, not homicidal moody…just to make sure you folks don’t get scared.
of course with my mood levels rising, i’ve been a tad more depressed, but that’s to be expected. being sad at least means i’m feeling SOMETHING rather than nothing at all. again…it’s still a battle of willpower, which i have an abundance…along with patience.
and thanks to those of you that have commented and even called, i haven’t checked messages yet, but i saw the missed calls. that was due to me sleeping…but again, thank you. don’t feel i’m dodging, just the headache doesn’t make me feel up for conversation.
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Lizz Mozingo
Praying for you!
Reply(2)4 years ago
Daniel Self
apparently you’ve forgotten how to text message, dorkus! love you back! i’ll catch you up soon (when you decide to call me to hang out).
4 years ago
She B
you are confussing me on off on off.
I love ya flitzy.
be kind rewind
4 years ago