day 8…off again today. not feeling much withdrawal, just a bit hazy. definitely a noticeable amount of disappointment and depression today, i’m sure i’m gonna swing pretty heavy over the next few weeks. however, the feelings of being elated and excited are enough to balance out the depression and anxiety feelings. it’s nice to have that energy surge in my chest, the lump in my throat of feeling excited and giddy…all of that makes up for the bad.