and now i remember why it hurts so much to care, why it hurts to be jealous, why it hurts to be arrogant, why it hurts to be insecure, why it hurts to be over-confident…
and i remember now why it feels so much better to be detached.
time to remember all of it…all of who i was before this, all of who i’ve always been without this bullshit in my way.
sometimes we have to know just when to give up on chasing dreams.