happy birthday, shehag. may your dreams continue to come true. ——— ~Betty Jean~ Balch how funny. I have one coming too but I hope you dont call me a shehag. That cracks my shit up!!! Have a good day D!!! Reply4 years ago

…sent shivers through my heart as your fingers intertwined with mine…and the way you squeezed my hand made everything feel like home. —- Duran Durangela weak sauce Reply4 years ago

i finally got a car…that has working a/c! i’ll post pics soon…i’m in a rush to go spend a lazy sunday afternoon with a friend. i got a 2000 acura integra, dark green. last night…was beautiful.

ok seriously, WHO IN THE FUCK left a golden corral meal in a takeout box on my gawdamn porch? seriously? WHAT THE FUCK?

and now i remember why it hurts so much to care, why it hurts to be jealous, why it hurts to be arrogant, why it hurts to be insecure, why it hurts to be over-confident… and i remember now why it feels so much better to be detached. time to remember all of it…all of […]

in my dreams…you were mine. your lips, your hands, your heart, your body…it was all mine. i was there for you, as you were for me, i held you, i kissed you, i protected you…the ways i’ve done for so long in my mind and my fantasies…and it was beautiful. i only remember bits and […]

i need a car. my head hurts from withdrawal. i’m to the ear pops when i move my head. whatever. and i’m detaching from a lot of people and a lot of things. probably for the best right now.

i know i said i thought i was done making my “day” posts, but today was very noticeably painful. well, ok, day 12, withdrawal headache is back to being intense. that’s about it. not too blinding, but very tight around my temples. but…otherwise…that’s my only symptom i’m feeling. well, and a bit of apathy and […]

well, i’m to the point of being bored of detailing these days, as the first few days were exciting, and now nothing new or noticeable is really going on. i’m tired as fuck today though, i passed out at like midnight last night and woke up at like 10:10am just in time to get mcds […]

nothing really to report. started half doses today. i’m hungover, hot, sweaty, and tired. more later.